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Blog 53 -- April 20
Today was easy, pressureless, relaxing, yep =)
First we had SS, made this big, huge mistake on the graphs, and now I have to redo them =(
We had nothing to do in AS, it got slightly boring, and.........yeahhh..............
During lunch I watched Lord Of the Rings. SO sad Junior Math Club is finished T_T, now all of my lunches are pathetically boring
In Foods we did a lab, on salad, can you ever believe how much oil they put in caesar?? Or greek? Urgg its disguesting, and it took so long too, i was rushing to PE during the break =S
Because of the rain we did badminton, i didnt play badminton for at least 2 years now, faillz. Sharon was laughing at my lousy skills, >.> i used to be good at it =(
Had to bus to Richmond for an extra piano class, got really wet on the way..
Im considering whether or not to pick up my math lessons, i mean, im rushing heads on into summer school then fast forwarding into Grade 11 enrich math, im not sure if i can make it. I didnt take math lessons for..3 years? Im confident right now, but im really not sure about the whole skip-a-grade thing.
Sometimes just by thinking about the future scares me, i dont know what im going to do for a living when i grow up, i dont have a destinated place, unlike some of my classmates, the synergies, they know what they are doing and they know where they are heading, I envy them.
I want to go into mathematics, but my parents are quite strong on this point, they kept saying i will never find a career in math, ever met a mathematician in real life? They bring that up every time =.=. They both want me to go into science, but with so many people banging on that door im hesitant. My relatives suggested Law, but isnt that..super boring? lol..Or I can be a teacher, but thats not exactly what i imagined myself doing, in a classroom facing 20 some kids and just talk, and give detention to children or to scold them, just...not..used to that idea.
Seriously, the unknown future is scary, and knowing i have to embrace it makes it even scarier.